I wonder where the feeling of "loved" went to. Vacation? On break? MIA? Compare what I'm writing on my blog post these few days, and blog posts which I posted last year September and October. The piles of things which makes me feel loved and happy has partially decreased, by a quarter perhaps.
September 7th, Good Deed
It would be great if I actually remember what the stranger did
September 30th, Joy of Tau Fu Fah
I wish that I'd still be thankful of the future and not of the past
October 2nd, Distractions. Awww..
Not the phrase "I feel so loved today"
October 3rd, Have You Seen This Person??
"♥♥ :) "
And it stopped. Stopped. Stopped....
Eating tau fu fah with ancestor aka SyeYen few days ago was not like what I've blogged about. He asked me to search for the happiness again and be selfish for once to not let go, it failed me. Because everything is not the same. I may be wrong or over sensitive in this case, but at least I know something has gone wrong somewhere on my colourful paper.
I'm confused.
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