It's silly, to think that I could obtain some funds for my studies through some competition.
It's silly, to carry around rock-heavy books for the sake of studies.
It's silly, to drain my brain so much just to obtain some colourful results when it's not appreciated.
It's silly, to study so that I'll get a job in the future.
It's silly, to think how spoiled I am.
It's silly, that I got such good grades just because I thought that my siblings got better during their age.
It's silly, to fill my time which so much of work and activities for nothing.
It's silly, that I skip and misses outings and gatherings because of college and exams.
It's silly, that results of a work I do makes me think I'm getting better.
It's silly, to think that she's the same for everyone but she doesn't know she isn't.
It's silly, to look in the mirror to see myself.
It's silly, that I am angry.

God, You alone knows how on earth I'm feeling now. Guide me, I plead.