*sigh*
I was sitting alone again. Why is this always happening? I feel so lost everytime in a new environment. The timidity in me is just so overpowering that I just can't make friends. Or maybe when I start introducing myself it'll give others the feeling that "this girl is so annoying". Yeap, must be.
As I was sitting there alone, pressing my handphone to see whether there're are SMS like I always do, something is not right. What is it? I sensed something or someone walking towards me, feels like there are many pairs of eyes towards my direction. Gah! As I looked around I saw this bunch of people walking to my direction. My heart rate started to increase, I don't know why. Before I knew it, they started to sit on the chairs around me and they surrounded me. The chatters and giggles they were having were so much of a noise. Yes, I was feeling awkward. I just kept staring at my phone and re-clicking the button.
I wonder what paused them, they were silenced for a minute there. I suspected something not right, something which might happen that I'll embarass myself or make me feel bad. Out of rational thinking, I got up from the chair and walked away. The group gradually started back their conversations and they giggled and laughed. Those giggles and laughters made me feel uneasy as if they were for me. Sigh. Did I became their joke?
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