I can't blame you

Ah. That person just doesn't understand. Pouring cold water to me and can act like nothing happened. I've been through so much to have thinkings like this! Those painful stones falling and blocking my way was what molded me this way! It's because you get what you want and don't know what it means to bitter. My few years of enduring and skipping the activities one teenage should have.. If I were to be like you I would be a betrayer to my family. I just can't stand it. Though you're one of my friend but what can I say to correct you? It might be that you're used to talk like that. But it seriously hurt me. Did you know that?

I'm not saying you can't differentiate what it important and what's not. It's because that problem wasn't a problem of yours before. I've told you before what I was going through but still you don't seem to understand it. I know what my priorities are! Every single second of my life is important to me. I have responsibilities towards my family. I feel so sorry for my mom who has already pass her retiring age but still working to pay for my fees. And my brother who is working so hard to take care of this family. Sigh. Only God understands what I am going through.

Forgive and forget. Love your neighbour as yourselves. Lord, help me.