Have you ever felt like you're just a total no one around they crowd? I know I've always felt so. What more I'm passive. But things started to brighten up a little. This was what happened few days ago...
I was doing the experiment with my group members, which we didn't interact much. Our group seemed to be the most quiet among others. All I did was helped to pour solutions and looked to see what I could help. Then came this guy, he approached me and asked something about the experiment. Of course by being polite I answered. He finally understood and smiled before he left. It was just a normal scene. No sparkles or any chemical reactions. Then after class I walked down the hall. Suddenly the incident of that guy filled up my mind. Why is it? Thoughts were filling up more and more.
Why did he approach me and not others?
Was he seriously blur about that experiment?
Why me? Will he remember me??
All the weird questions start popping up. But I told myself that it's just all some normal thing that happens in life. Yeap, just a common life events.
Yesterday, as usual I was early in college. Parked my car and started walking to Block 3 where my class would be held. I had a back pack, sweater, books and files with me. Before entering the entrance I saw him again sitting with his friends outside the entrance. I pretended I didn't see him so that I could just walk in and be on my way to class without any embarassment. Guess what? To my suprise, he shouted "Morning!" towards me, but I just walked in as if I thought he was greeting someone behind me. He was stunned that "I did not heard" his greetings.
"He'll get the hint and just stop being so friendly to me. Or maybe he can just think that I have the pride that everyone dislike." was what I told myself.
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