I Say

If I really want it, but not ask for it, will I be given? 

And doubts keep crippling in, crippling in, I'm not worth it. 

I am not getting it because I'm seconded. 

Or third? Or fourth? Or last on list? 

Worse still, not even in the list. 

So I say again, If I really want it, but not ask for it, will I be given?