Chance

My feelings are a bit weird now. A little bit of regret, a little bit of frustration, a little bit of worries, a little bit of anger and a little bit of this and that. Yeap, the IF word comes into my mind again. People say IF there are so many "if" in the world, people wouldn't be living in misery. True. They can rewind back into time, correct what they want and get their "If". Well, my If's are here IF you want to know.

If I studied harder, I could have achieved it.
If I knew it earlier and tried, I could have gotten it.
If I was more interested, I could have strived for it.

If I were given the chance, I would have grabbed it!

Chance, that's all I can think of now. Chance to persue it. I'm asking for one.