Frustration

Ugh.
I'm sick of myself asking my friends whether they're going for prom.
I know it's annoying, that's why I feel so bad whenever I ask them.
I'm sick of the disappointment my friends gave me when they say they're not going.
Yes, can't force you guys but I thought you guys were really actually going.
I'm sick of this school holiday.
Why am I not studying??
I'm sick of Yee giving me the stress, asking me about chemistry. No offense Yee.
I'm sick of being lazy.
I'm sick of my driving test being postponed, means I have to skip school again.
I'm sad for myself that all of my friends are in college and I'm stuck in Form 6.
I feel I'm a super idiot to choose Form 6.
I'm feeling stupid to always say "I guess Form 6 is not bad after all..."
I feel lonely because EeQuin is in Beijing, KengSein is having her holiday at ClubMed and AiSing in college. =(
I'm stressed about my future.
Ocassionally my bro would ask what am I gona study after Form 6.

I guess I'm really falling SICK soon. Get what I mean, "SICK".
Forget it if you don't. I'm just being "sick".

Feel like breaking down very soon.